dear brendan vidal javier
i’m fine. i’m going to be fine. and i’m going to go through with what i said i would do you for you, and that’s letting you be happy. honestly, i know it’s going to hurt. hurt like hell. i want you to be able tell me anything and everything. and i’m going to listen because i’m your best friend. the person who knows you in and out. everything about you. it may hurt to hear ‘anything and everything’ but, like i said, being friends is better than being nothing. and i’ll get over the hurt eventually. i know i’m going to be fine. cause like i said (and like you said when you copied me, lol) “god will never put us through something he thinks we can’t handle.”
i mean, i know if i keep being persistent with you, it’s only going to drive you away further. i’m not going to let my emotions get in the way and ruin whats left between you and i. as you and i know, “friends, lovers, or nothing; there could only be one.” and respecting your decision will only make me a better friend to you.
i’m not going to call you everyday. i’m not going to blow up your phone. i’m not going to constantly text you. i’m not going to do a lot of things anymore because i don’t want to be a burden on you. but as a reminder, i’m only a phone call, text, fb msg, bridge away if you ever need me. so that’s it. no bullshit. i’m going to be here for you, through thick and thin. as your bestfriend. nothing more, nothing less. because you deserve all the happiness you can get.
love your bestfriend, brigette pauline mercurio cervantes
